And so another chapter begins.. Goodbye everyone! See you in a week's time =)

Tomorrow I lose my hair (what's left of it), my NRIC, and my passport. Not to mention freedom and whatnot =\. In exchange for a bunk, a rifle, a whole world of tekan and an 11-B. Joy.

YLTC EX HERE I COME.
NEEEEEEENJAH!

*edit* YESSS I'm making progress with closing only my left eye. No more failing at range!

 Today I walked from Bugis MRT to Newton Food Centre, and barely lost to the 170. Which kept daoing me as I reached the busstops 10 secs late. Ended up saving 12 cents from the 5 stops walked rofl. Good training!

Inhouse today was decent, got t3h chemistry worx! But forcing friends to play against you is not very nice D= oowell we'll find a way. I'm getting better at spit trajectory predicting! And charging too! Generally. I bet gyraforce will soon come here with a derisive comment. T_T

 Being entrusted with secrets is both a great honour and a heavy burden. Especially those that should not be spread at any cost. Now I see why gossiping is so popular. Secretkeeper's life ain't easy =\

On the other hand, last night's overnight cycling, while rather short (~45km), was worth it! Be it finding out how much everyone's fitness has dropped after months of inactivity, to purposely cycling faster to avoid bright situations, it was a riot =D Imagine 7 people sitting outside a condo in Tampines chatting for over an hour because we're too tired to continue. Route ended up resembling Bikehike09's post Kovan portion, down Still Road and back to ecp. All the stoning nuaing and chatting was a good opportunity to catch up with each other, even if some people did want to do that abit too much. Not to mention voice out their soreness repeatedly =DD Ah, goodstuff.

Deathcharge + incap knockback on Parish finale. Success in life!
Out the window deathcharge in DC 1. More success in life!
ok enough egoing =DD
At least I am sufficiently skilled to pass master mark's friends tiering list. Or not 'completely hopeless'.
YEAAA!

 After having so recently called it quits on one unhealthy relationship, events of yesterday have led me to reevaluate another one. Why do I seem to gravitate towards those unbalanced relationships where one side ends up putting in the effort, putting up with the BS.

Someone works very hard to keep things rolling smoothly; someone else sails along for the ride."
 
Why do I persist? For old times' sake? Because I fear that there may not be someone else to take my place? Everyone has their limits. So please, treat your friends like you value them.

And if you close your eyes and listen close, you can hear the chapter close
Without you I'm still whole
You and life remain beautiful

( I am gone. )

The past years have been a long road to hell. But I have reached the end of this path.
( So.. )
And first mover advantage? FOAD.

Attempts to get achievements  and general boredom combined to create a comical smorsgaboard of items.

"There are two kinds of love...in the safe kind you look for someone who's exactly like you. It's what most folks settle for. But then there's the other kind of love. Everyone's born with a ragged edge, and some folks crave that piece that's a perfect fit. You'll search for it forever, if you have to. And if you're lucky enough to find it, it looks so right, you start to tear at your own seams, thinking, maybe I could look just as perfect. But then, of course, when you try to get close to their other half, you don't fit anymore. That kind of love...you come out of it a different person than you were when you started."

For dreamsofmishra 's post a while back : "If you gave someone your heart and they died, did they take it with them? Did you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?"

"I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same."

"If you spent your life concentrating on what everyone else thought of you, would you forget who you really were? What if the face you showed the world turned out to be a mask... with nothing beneath it?"

"Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them."

And my personal favourite,
"Love is not a because, it's a no matter what."

 While other people post about their oxbridge offers, I get...

Dear SEAN GOH JIAN HOOI,

Greetings from Singapore Management University.

I am delighted to receive from your school a recommended list of the top students for consideration for a scholarship interview at SMU. I wish to extend this invitation to you.

Well lucky me!

 Talking to a wall.
Story of my life.